16 MAY 09: life...

-So...life...what has it come to for me?  What do I do with my life?  I'm 23, no closer to finding out my career than I was 6 months ago...1 year ago...23 years ago...

- I want to do something great...something that will take care of me and my own, but I don't know what that is yet...

-I wish I didn't doubt myself about everything.  I keep trying to change for everyone instead of being me.  I really think that once people get to know me, they won't like me...i don't know why, but i've always felt that...

-Just kinda depressed tonight...just a bit, not much.  In my pursuits to secure my life, I'm not doing so well..

okay...happier thoughts, summer goals...Here's as many as I can think of:

1)Cedar Point Trip

2) Kings Island Trip

3)Moonlight Picnic

4)Day trip to Pandora

5) camping trip

6) trip to Indiana to Visit Dad

7)Swimming Trip

8)Run a 5k...it doesn't have to be organized

9) bat .600 and above in softball, and win a championship

k...that's all for now...poker time...:)