Thursday, May 7, 2009

07 May 09: Bittersweet

-Today I found out that I can't talk to anyone at work about anything ever without it affecting KK at work.  I hate that I am responsible for making her life harder...I wish I could just shut up and talk to friends and relatives about those matters, not co-workers...maybe because I see them more than my actually family and friends....Solution?...shut up at work Kevo, don't make jokes at other's expenses, don't get upset when you have to do so, just go in, make positive jokes, no sarcastic ones.  I think I hide behind sarcasm because I'm afraid that no one will like the real me...No one else can love the real me until it truly do myself.  I can't say that now, but I'm making progress.

-I rehearsed with Sojourned Steel today...MUCH fun!  I can't wait to gig with them, guess I gotta buy a bass?...and a cabinet?...I'm excited

-I'll prolly be the full-time Choir Director at Emmanuel next year...which excites me that I get to do great work in the church!

-Summer special music in my church is coming up...sign up today!

-I think I'm really tired, so I'm going to head to bed...I need to cash that bonus check tommorow before work, so I best be getting to that...

-Good night world.

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