-It may be this weekend I am moving! exciting for sure!
-How can I afford it? I'm not sure yet, I know more this week
-I may be getting promoted here soon, and I really want to because I need the money and I want the responsibility...I need more permanent in my life...
-I hope Future Wife is doing allright...and I miss her. I don't like looking at girls because usually I can't get them anyway, plus most are shallow and don't understand what I'm all about
-I can't regress into myself like this...retract that last part of that last statement.
-I am JUST like Dr. House...I don't like to deal with things and put them off as long as I can, I shut down when things become too hard to deal with, I'm scared of being vulnerable. I make jokes about every aspect of my personality because I'm afraid of being made fun of, and it keeps people at a distance. I like people at a distance because then I have control over when they know things about me. I lie to myself about things I shouldn't. I am scared of commitment because I've not seen a good example of it in my family. I like being by myself because then I have complete control over the situation. I need to be in control of situations because I don't trust other people to be in control, My leg hurts almost every day. I like knowing as much as I can about stuff just so i can be more intelligent than my peers. I act with reason over emotion, and usually am able to make decisions rationally...and with age, I seem to be digressing further backwards.
-the mac is great!
-iTunes hates me I think
-Am I doing what I need to be doing to teach? I don't know
-I'm really doubting that a Masters of Arts in Teaching is the degree for me...standby on that
-I WANT TO BLOG MORE...why can't I take 5 minutes and do this? idk
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